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new blog

Wed, 28 Nov 2012 17:36:00 -0500

using this one for about a month now. its mostly just me talking to myself and a few of my friends from school, but other than that ive managed to keep it pretty private

once again, im really, really sorry

shrooma replied to your post: hey guys oh, dearie!! of course i forgive you <33333 i’m so glad...

Wed, 28 Nov 2012 17:29:18 -0500

shrooma replied to your post: hey guys

oh, dearie!! of course i forgive you <33333 i’m so glad you’re back! i missed you!

well thats very nice of you because i probably dont deserve it haha! but thank you so much, im glad im back too uwu

hey guys

Wed, 28 Nov 2012 16:58:18 -0500

so let me explain some things that have been going on lately

first off, let me say how sorry i am for disappearing and im really sorry if ive caused you any worry (even though most of you probably didnt even notice i was gone haha)

ive been gone for three months, at least from this account. ive remade twice since this one (that probably doesnt surprise you because im notorious for constantly remaking haha).

after school started i began to feel extremely lonely and i didnt really know what to say to any of you. i managed to convince myself that you all secretly hated me or some dumb shit and i was extremely depressed and. i just really needed a break.

in retrospect, this was an extremely selfish decision. some of you really care about me and i feel so guilty for abandoning you guys.

basically, ive had a lot of friends on here over the past years, and ive mentioned a few times about how all of them have abandoned me etc etc whine whine. but the truth is that i abandoned them simply because i didnt like how they were changing. their personalities became very rude and i couldnt handle how depressed everybody was so i slipped away. im sure that if i was confident enough to say these things to their faces, they wouldve understood and we would still be on good terms. but im a coward and i cant change what has already happened.

but when i left this account i just couldnt handle seeing people interacting. as cheesy as it sounds, i became extremely jealous and bitter at seeing friends interact with each other. i was so upset and angry that i just kind of abandoned ship. but once again, it was my fault for being unapproachable and bitter.

this is really hard for me to explain but in short: i was upset and lonely and craved human attention so desperately that i became depressed and left. i needed some time to myself to think things over. and now i regret it because i realize that ive worried a lot of people that are important to me. i really hope you can all forgive me because i care about a lot of you deeply.

ill post my new blog in a few minutes, and after ill take this url back because im still really attached to it (lmao). im sorry for all the trouble i might have caused some of you.

<33

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pricksatmywindow:

i hate how people just expect that youre going to finish school and get an office job and meet someone and settle down and have children and a dog and drive a mazda because i dont want any of those things especially a mazda

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rnassachusetts:

college is thousands of dollars but pizza is only like ten so what is the obvious choice here

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barleytea:

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sorry i havent really been too talkative lately….im not feeling the greatest, haha

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sorry i havent really been too talkative lately….im not feeling the greatest, haha

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miketooch:

suzukins:

i just found a shit load of condoms in the boots my sister gave me

Talk about PROTECTIVE FOOTWEAR…

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